[Yuri looks up in surprise, having honestly not thought of that before. Killing... Actually killing someone? She had thought, if she were to fight, she'd be fighting monsters, inhuman things where it wouldn't matter if she killed them; that it'd be no worse or better than killing a bug. The idea of fighting other actual humans hadn't crossed her mind until that moment.
Was she capable of that? She knew, deep down, she could never wield a sword correctly if it wasn't with an intent of Kill or Be Killed. A moment of hesitation could surely bring her own death.
Yuri stares down at her hands again and slowly drops them to her side, thinking on her answer.] ...I suppose if you don't think of them as people, it's easier. Like swatting flies. [That's not healthy, Yuri. Yuri no.]
I guess I'll have to see when the time actually comes what I'm really capable of.
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Was she capable of that? She knew, deep down, she could never wield a sword correctly if it wasn't with an intent of Kill or Be Killed. A moment of hesitation could surely bring her own death.
Yuri stares down at her hands again and slowly drops them to her side, thinking on her answer.] ...I suppose if you don't think of them as people, it's easier. Like swatting flies. [That's not healthy, Yuri. Yuri no.]
I guess I'll have to see when the time actually comes what I'm really capable of.